Mindgames

Ah yes, I am a slacker. I’m owning up to it at least ;). Melanie came to visit last weekend (or so) and I’ve been trying to get my act together ever since. I didn’t go all out and trash my diet or anything, but I wasn’t good either. Wait, scratch that, Hallowe’en candy was my downfall for a couple days. Thus, I’m up 2 lbs (even though there is NO way I ate 7000 calories worth of candy to even merit 2 lbs. That’s the way the cookie crumbles when I get apathetic. Set backs may be a part of life, but they still suck nonetheless.

On Thursday I’m having another wisdom tooth extraction (I’m a bonehead who is doing them all separately instead of biting the bullet and paying the grand or whatever it would cost to have gotten knocked out.) Which, as an afterthought, would probably have been money well spent. I’m hoping this won’t derail my progress as I’ll have to take a few days off, at least exercise-wise (don’t want to dislodge that clot and get another dry socket OMG KILLER PAIN!)

So I’m working back into hardcore mode. This is exactly why I can’t take these little breaks when I have visitors, getting the motivation back is not as easy as it used to be. I’m mostly just being paranoid about the above-mentioned procedure and mentally tell myself that I might as well not bother as I’m going to have take another break for this. This is the wrong attitude. I know all the “right” things to say and think about weight loss, applying them when I see cookies, uhhhh not so much. Help kick my arse back into gear. I can’t stand the 120s anymore!

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