OMG I was in the worst mood tonight. Probably sugar withdrawals. Once I snuggled with the kitty and watched a movie, I felt better. The first few days are the worst. One of my best friends won’t return my calls either and I’m not sure whats up. It’s making me really anxious. I also feel like I’m trying to hard to please everyone and not able to say NO like I should. This new training I’m doing will hopefully help distract me, even if it does make me go fitness-nazi again. That would be a good thing right now. I feel like I could either break down in tears or else go on a horrible rager. Avoiding soothing with food is defintely not the answer.

I’ve been doing some hardcore Cathe’s the past few days. I’m definitely getting rid of the complex step ones. I like the cross training ones that are primarily strength as its similar to gym style working out, but that step hopping around the entire room (mostly because I don’t have the room and bang into things) drives me INSANE.

Jeremy has been working out on the treadmill and elliptical next to me while I do my dvds. Then he does abs with me. He’s already looking wayy toned after only three days!! HOW DO MEN DO THIS???!! MUST KILL!! He still should drop about 20 lbs. to be in healthy weight range for his height, but if he just converts it to muscle from weight lifting. MMM mmm.

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